~..|-zayid-|..~

2010-05-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

lets make this short and simple .
ur reasons for all this just plain stupid .

if ii were to bump eu outside , dun even think ii wanna smile nor talk to eu . "
if eu miss the person , by not texting , how are eu gonna show that eu miss the person . then text say. must the person ask eu ferst ?
lets get this straight , ii aint ur doormat and other things .

well , hope that k-a-r-m-a get ya back . well z-a-y-i-d never ever wanna see eu again .
ah ya , forgot to tell ya , f.y.i , since ever eu changed , my love towards eu .... fall downhill and im lazy to climb back . cause people like eu doesnt deserve it .

2010-05-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

heyy earthlings .
well its been quite a while .
while things has been worse .

hahaha .
nevermind ,
sometimes people doesnt really know how to appreciate what they have did .
same also . ii dont blame the gender but the human being it self .
ive been nice yet people take advantage .
but sometimes people dont know what came from their mouth . they just follow their heart .
hello brains are for what .
ii think we are old enough . come on ! there is no need of me to keep repeating this .

fishing has been in my latest hobby .
ii miss the last time ii fished .
wth ii forgot most of those setting the hook .
but thanks to zat ii recalled back . but need some more practice .
ive been putting aside some cash to get me some new rod and spool so that could be active in fishing again .
its fun
once eu fish , eu see the sea and it tends to make eu calm .
water has a therapeutic effects . ii like !

been busy these days .
assignments and projects and presentation not to forget phase test .
lagi satu bulan boleyh ckp buhbye school .

2010-04-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

me & sarah
the kening naik2 . ^^
me and miera
heyy earthlings ,

hahah . im bbbaaaacccckkkk !!!
basically ii just had time to spent time blogging and feel so better now .
been hectic with things .

for quite few weeks after the day that she's left , ii feel that ii can stand alone .
ii appreciate to those people who have given me support all this while .

ii started to think clearly what really happened .
the one who can change is eu ur self that can .
ii just think it is funny about relationships .
when guys and girls broke up , they say guys are all the same . girls are all the same . yes they are the same cause guys have 1 dick and 2 balls whereas girls have a pair of boobs .
it really matters is human being . its them who can change the things that are happening . basically eu guys must think with a proper mindset . but ii see a handsome guy cheating on a ugly girls & ugly guys cheating on a pretty girls are just plain stupidity .

well ii consider myself not ugly nor handsome . im just like a plain human being .
looks is just the cover but what really matters is the heart and soul .
promises eu kept , please do think it twice . ii usually keep this and ii have a habit of thinking negative cause if any unforseen circumstances ii noe the way to solve it and find a way out .

had a fun weekends with homies . basically atiq wan ii just cant meet them cause they seems busy . but ii get to meet apian . spent time at pool , movies , lepak , percussion and sight seeing . hahaha .

in life eu must not be greedy . ii swear if eu think for ur ownself and doesnt care about others , eu are really going to be in the deepest shit eu ever get in the future .

2010-03-09T07:22:00.000-08:00

things change recently .
well being more of my self .
many activities done alone .
cool shit larh . feeling lonely is quite good but ii do have awesome friends .
but somebody just to seems to be busy 24/7 . thats related to my picture . so confused .
neyhmind . leaving me is the best choice cause ii dont fucking care about ppl anymore .
ive been to kind to ppl already .
ive made my decisions.
ily means ii loathe eu . so please do check my ily to eu . and ask me twice .

sorry guys ferr late blogging .
my ex just passed away so im taking time .
r.i.p hunney ..
memories we had and shared is unforgettable .
ill take care of ur family . so dun worry . ill always pray for eu .
if eu were to be with me right now . eu will be sad of what my situation is .

ii did many things and it feels fun .
need somebody to talk to ? dun ask me .
eu think im a doormat to eu ... TTTAAAKKK DDDAAAPPPAAAT .

ii wanna thank to
SOME of my FRIENDS that have giving me support to continue my
wonderful life.

2010-02-23T08:45:00.000-08:00

this is the real story of basically what happened ferr the past few days .

ii did have an accident .
ii cant recalled .
now my memory gained ive feeled relief .

this incident happen , ii only shared it with my mum and homies but neither my siblings nor friend .
this thing that ii hold now is the truth .
ii suffered from minor amnesia but slowly regain with help from homies and others .
the blow that hit me was really painful .

the reason why im aint telling this to all of eu is , ii dun wanna all of eu to worry about me .

ii really acted as like nothing happen to me but ii was faking it .
ii called my family members said that if people asked me whether am ii home , just say yes . if better say im sleeping .
so people wont worry bout me . ii was on the way home from lps .
yesterday in the wee morning hours . like 12 plus . ive chatted and feel pain . sensation of the half of my body is gone . ii cant feel anything . im going to hospital but ii went back home to check whether is my family is ouhkae , saw my brother chatting . ive said to him ii just went back from werk but ii lied . ii aint telling him cause it will seriously add some problems . about 2 plus ii quietly leave and go . ii went there with uncle .
after taking some medicing and consultation ii went back sneaking to get in .
so if eu think im lying and all sorts . this is the real story . by less troubling ppl it will less trouble me .
thank god im ouhkae and if eu wanna noe whether am ii alright , dun bother asking others . ii dont like . its like eu dun have the trust . same goes to me . ask me about somebody , ii wont be telling cause what ii say might be wrong . so let this be a lesson to y'all out there , dun ask others bout me . people may not noe the situation . eu think ii might be lying but im not .

the reason why ii remembered apian sara atiqah and bobo was they were the last bunch of guys whom ii meet .

2010-01-26T21:18:00.000-08:00

I'm not the same person I used to be.
I'm moving on, It's just me.

Do you remember when you told me that
I'd never be good enough for anyone
And I wasn't worth your time,
Your energy.
And why didn't I listen then,
Why didn't I stand up for myself?
You made me believe,
That I was on the road to nowhere,
To nowhere.

And oh,
I was listening for way too long.
I should've known I'm way to strong,
That you'd just lead me on,
Lead me on.

And oh,
I was driving on that road to long.
Just tryna find my way back home,
The old me is dead and gone,
Dead and gone.
I've been thinking about all that we been trough,
Every place that you and me went to.
Thinking back on stupid little memories.
Thinking 'bout the times that my heart felt empty,
Wait! that was all the time,
Cause we just weren't fine, we fake it.
A true friend stabbed you in the front so tell me
Why my back is aching?
You can't say, you just choked
Hangman, there's your rope.
Dang, what's a five letter word for you
Well pick up and you got beat at your game.
Burn every bridge but you still see the smoke,
Tryna get across but you sank every boat.
You can smoke everyday of your life
But when I'm on the mic I'm a be more dope.
And oh,
I was listening for way too long.
I should've know I'm way to strong,
To let you just lead me on,
Lead me on.
See, you can love me for who I am,
Or hate me for who you think I am,
But the old me is dead and gone,
I'm moving on
Old me is dead and gone,
Dead and gone.

2010-01-22T11:57:00.000-08:00

heyy dudes & dudettes .

sorry ferr not blogging ferr quite a long time .
its sure dusty ..
hmm . ii had a bad week ferr this past few weeks .
hmm . bad luck at work . ii think its the new month in a new year . sure hell of a suay .
haha .

moody this past few weeks . cant help it my self .
try to change but cant .
back to the gym . ii dun wanna any stretch marks on my body .
miss playing rugby . miss man-handling guys ,
miss punching and kicking .
there's a lot of things that ii missed .
well . there's only few things that makes me happy .
assignments and project that have been done and meeting my bestie .
thats all . its not enough . ii need to solve many problems that iim facing .
3 more to go . after ive done its easy ferr me.
suddenly ii dreamt of working in my wedding decoration company which ii left ferr a purpose
a year ago . miss does 'kain' that ii used to play with . haha .
and those wedding dais that ii was in charge of . hmm .
now .. im stuck at lau pa sat . but soon ill be changing a new job .
ill update my blog sooner or later cause its late right now . should be sleepin but just got back from werk . chao !

2010-01-01T11:39:00.000-08:00

happy new year . welcome 2010 .

haha . its been a bad year ferr me 2009 .
hope ferr the best for 2010 .

had best day out ferr countdown .
ii spent my last hours of 2009 with lau pa sat , sambateria and my closest friends ii treasure most .
well ii did not get to celebrate countdown with ctyy cause she's in k.l so yeah . hope she got my text .
ii send my text to my two bestfriends whom is still with me from 2009 hope it still last .

my new year resolution ferr 2010 .
-brand new things
-brand new zayid
-brand new lappy
-gf ? ^^ hahaha . well we'll see .
-still into samba music scene not dikir barat that ii left long time ago .
-last with my two bestie .
-homies outing .
-class 3 license .
-zirca ?? haha .

ii cant thing of anything rite now . and ii think thats all .
haha .

2000-2009 . seems to be the sweetest year but shit happens .
2010-2019 . may this be the best years of my life . no stupid things .

2009-12-24T12:16:00.000-08:00

new year coming soon .
eoy gathering .
and many more

should ii partayy like last year ii did .?
haha . think should not .

great time last weekends .
karaoke .
wild2 wet .
busking with sambateria .

haha . kae enough back to problems im facing .

ii think ii should let eu go .
ii cant stand ur freaking attitude .
eu make me feel hating eu .
after what've eu done . ii think its enough .
seems that eu dun treasure our friendship .
ii dun mind a losing a precious friend like eu .
thought of spending time with eu could make me feel better on that day .
but turnout to be miserable .
after long time eu lost eu came back and make me lost my mind .
ive been stopping doing stuffs ii did long time ago .
ii promised eu somthg but eu make me do it again .
who am ii to eu ??
ii text eu . ii tried to call eu . but eu didnt bother . yeah . ii was just faking it .
what ii said it was not really meant towards the other party .
ii was eu . if eu realised , then its good .
keep this and bear in mind .
if ii were to hate this person .. ii would really hate . nth that could make me change unless
eu tell me whats ur reason and if ii could really accept it .
yeah ii could 50% of ur apology ii could accept it . but would eu think the other 50% eu did to me
ii would accept it ? think again . maruah aku nak letak mane . dah bodoh2 kan aku cukup2 .
eu fell down & hurt , ii was the one who help eu .
but ii help eu get up , eu didnt even say thank you .

been in the gym ferr quite sometime .
toning back and get my muscles going .

kae dudes and dudettes .
im outta here ferr now .

2009-11-27T11:45:00.000-08:00

so late and still not sleepin yet ..

cant sleep . still tired.
well .. not much happen just performance and all sorts ..
there's something that keeps bothering my mind ...

it all started with SOMEBODY .
she changed my life . she proves me something ..
but in the end . she's gone forever .

haiya .. why ? thank god ur gone . cant tolerate enough of ur nonsense .

wonder why ppl find me when they're in problems but left me when they're are living in happiness .

thought that my advice is useless but later say its useful . likes to think outside the box .

haha . ppl dont think . predict the future and find a solution before in arises .
sarcasm ? yeah . im sarcastic if im pissed off . and ppl talk crap .
facial expression ? yeah . cause every expression ppl will noe me .
how ii live ? haha . live to the fullest .
relationship ? relax sua . is single not gonna be available . because dont like to be in relationship .
thinks ? thinks outside the box mostly .
running away from problems ? aint gonna happen .

im outta words - blog again sometime .

2009-11-08T09:09:00.000-08:00

the night ii could not forget .

haha .

performing together with sambateria .
at mandai hill camp . shit happens before that and after the show .
the first is taxi driver mcm faham noe the way .
second dtg lambat and get scolded by zat . its not me alone . everyone who came late .

haha . basically im from vision in percussion . its so called collaboration .
long time never played samba barravento and bahiana funk .
had a great time .
just wait ferr chingay . ii think ii wanna change to caixa . timbal is not that easy to play cause
its hard to move around when a tubular figure stucks in between ur leg .
haha .

back to gym . my weight is 62 kg as of 15th oct .
must be 65kg by 18nov .
haha .

and today ...
well things dun go as easy as ii thought it would .
but woke up at 1 plus .
then mandi and blahblahblah .
check email and chatted with my long lost buddy .
lalaaa !
yeah2 . im updatin now . please do tagg .
chatted with her till 3 . ii think .
siap2 go werk after that .
but shit happens when comes to werk .
at 5 plus orders are like typical sunday .
but reaches 6.15 . its like doomsday ferr me .
well order kept coming and never had a rest a puff of ciggarette.
till 10.15 order stopped and continue as usual
my legs are shaking and tiredd .
handle customers whom thinks im a guy that can be stepped on easily but wait . eu are
not paying me service charge . there's a drinks stall that is self service and ii didnt buy it ferr eu
and eu say my service sucks .
think again . eu verbally and using vulgarities on me .
well .. ii dun give a damn . anger management . dun want to end up in that 2 hours counselling course .

well ii just get to update . and friends ill relink eu as soon as possible aite .
update soon .

2009-10-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

finally im back after hiatus .

gosh . ii really hurt my left hand . cant really get the sensation .

im currently busy cause im preparing ferr chingay .
and not will be available . sorry guys . this has been 2 weeks of my postponing my karaoke
outing ,
well . finally ii got my 2 days off from werk .
get to spent time with family and friends.

back to gym and fitness cause need to be in top form .
rugby trial is near ... .
well . ive gained weight and im happy .

projects assingments due date dah nak dekat .
kepala rasa macam nak meletup .
dah lepas satu . satu lagi tambah , bile nak game .

had a tiff today .
slept during process equipment module lesson .
4 hours of theory . dead bored . kena aircon .aperh lagi tido uhh .
demam and having a bad flu .
not smoking winston reds but marlboro menthol lights .
tekak tak terima . haha .

well dudes & dudettes .
im really2 sorry ferr not updating ferr this one and half month . cause im dead busy .
anything do text me .
do call me .
ii will be available thru phone 24 hours .
its my bestie .
haha .
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships And when the going gets tough, you deal with it And you dont ever, you never walk away from it You hold on, and be strong Its all about drama, and trust, and making it If your somebody, mess up, you take it in Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it And hold on and be strong And Hold on

2009-09-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

heyy ...

blog blog blog .
ii miss blogging . heh .
well things change .
im gonna be more hyper this days .

im tired and sick of all ur stupid excuses. can eu please more creative ?
yeah .. ii really get to noe and get peoples attitude damn fast ,
ii dont mind losing a friend like eu .
its up to eu . its ur life and live it .
eu can say no more to me cause its the end of eu and me .
since eu want to break the tie , im happy with it cause ii had enough with
ur atrocious behaviour .

ouhkae enough of me .
ii talk to eu twice . in front of ur face and blog .
if eu kinda ferrget , this will make eu permanent .

last friday ii went to the glass percussion project .
well ii supposed , never actually invited to go .
but since oppurtinity come , yes ! .
was fun there . heyy .. its ferr exploring . getting to noe whats the purpose and all things
study larh katakan .

fasting month is really being the best month ferr me . cause ii get to werk like dog and
handle some people which are not understand-able .
thinks ferr their own self .

cashing in some cash .
finish i.t.e and off ii go ..
well whats my future ?
ferr me to noe and ferr eu to find out .

2009-08-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

heyy all !

got time here so ii blog .
well ... todae its my off day after weeks and days of non stop werking .
tired and exhausted .
well i'll describe the scenario
go werk at 5-6 like that .
then got home 1.30-3 . slept 4
woke up 6 .
go back werk taking train and miss the trains stop .
ii supposed to alight at raffles instead ii woke up and and realize ii was at outram park(if im taking the joo koon bound train from tanah merah) or marina/dhoby ghaut/somerset . it was after bounce back .
like wtf . try to imagine 5 straight days the same thing . wont eu get fustrated .

14th of august was my birthday . it was fun though .
at first ii have a plan with my best buddy . but she told she cant go . ii understand ur situation buddy . dont think im sarcastic to eu . but then there was a backup plan .
go out with ctyy de lisha . hehe . she said to me that she will be texting me . but she's busy . so ii understand and presumed that she cant go . but then , my bro . went out with him . go shopping and movies . dier belanje . haha .fun cause ii watch "where got ghost" . a funny yet thrilling comedy . but ii was like about to doze off cause the girls in the cinema were shouting and the couple infront of me cant stop making out and go to the loo .
tak bertempat .

hmm . im tired to blog . hope eu enjoy ur post .
and btw shikin , im buying ur present soon . present yang paling susah nak cari . grr .

chao !

2009-08-05T09:53:00.000-07:00

heyy dudes&dudettes out there ! .

ive not been updating my blog recently cause im effing busy .
school and work . if ii got the time , ii text ya .

well . ive been realizing that ii cant tolerate certain things .
work is fun and school also .
f.y.i ii only slept 4 hours a day .
my eyebag is like 5 kilo .
besar nak mampos .
aperh nak uat .

back to physical fitness . need to be 65 kg by mid august .
and my birthday is coming up !
im planning . chalet , pit or just continue the day like every normal day .
ii wont be expecting any presents .
cause ii noe they wont give .
wishes will be appreciated .

ndp09 here ii come .stay tuned and see me live on t.v !
bloco singapura ! haha .

when time passes by ,
we see a change in everyone .
realise that all things ive gone through are bitter sweet and sour because they
are the spices of life .
sweet memories ii will still remember .
and to eu girl ...
ii miss eu .

2009-07-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

its been long .
its been weeks .
finally ii had the best 12 hours of sleep .

heyy dudes & dudettes .

well something really happened .
a lott .

ndp bloco videoshoot .
ii had the photos ferr de video shoot .
its was fun though .

my face is like that cause ii only had 4 hours of sleep and cant stand the freaking heat
over there .

and the 10th of july is my bestie birthday .
her name was ctyy de lisha laura.
thats what she want me to call her .
hahaha .
she said she will come to my werkplace like 5 o'clock .
check2 6 . haha . ii came early because of her .
klau dtg lambat kecian org tu tercari cari .
well ii just bought a prezie ferr her .
nak tau aperh prezie dier . just look at the pic .

my face is so tak perlu . cause ii was rushing and takde mase nak smile sampai ke telinga .
banyak order . nie larh klau kawan tk leh tlg . order bnyk bukan nak cover kan aku kejap .

ouhkae . thats all .
ii will update to eu as soon as im free .

2009-06-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

school starting soon . ii want more holiday cause ii want a long sleep .

heyy dudes & dudette ,

its been weeks ii havent blog .
actually im very busy so yeah .

there's many bad news .
Michael jackson's death and autopsy .
there's more coming up .

ferr these pass few days .
ii had this so called auto flashback .
ii dunnoe why ii can predict what comes next .
macam ader powerr gitu . heheh . =)

thank you ferr spoiling my day .
all ii wanted is that eu could listen to me and respond to anything ii ask eu .
tak nak dengar kate . its just easy if eu could answer me in a properly manner tak payah bnyk bunyi . tanyer asal smue .
easy to answer and easy ferr eu . ii never ask eu to waste ur saliva .

well better be get going now . ii got percussion .

2009-06-22T12:36:00.000-07:00

hey there.

nothing to blogg actually .
haha .
last sat .
ndp09 combined rehearsals .
was fun .

yesterday work .
fucked up

today work .
thumbs down .

future.
thumbs up ur ass .

well .
makin boring ehk .
tkder holiday tkder aperh .
hahah .
off day pon tak nak amek .
orang uat perangai .
tu kau punyer pasal bukan urusan aku .

hehe.
tuning to dangdut songs .
haha
should hear it .
steam haha .
yang penting happy .
actually thats the title of the song .

dah2 . sleepy uhh .
blog again next time .

2009-06-18T12:08:00.000-07:00

as times goes by ....

we see the change in everyone .

as usual . im not like everyone .
im different .
why must ii go through all this .
what have ii done towards eu .
ppl really seems doesnt care about others .
please do recall to what have eu done towards me .
please do recall what have ii done towards eu .
please think wisely . life is full of bitter sweet memories .

fair enough ?

ii do change at times .
ii admit it . my attitude sucks .
ppl do spout out vulgarities .
ppl like me likes to be sarcastic .
ppl like me likes to hate others .
ppl like me endure pains .

ii do not have any joy nor happiness .
but . ii do appreciate it .
because why . its fated .
im inperfect nor have the looks .
because thats what god created . and ii appreciate it .
ii still have the 5 senses .

to me ..
ii spent my life making others happy though deep down ii felt the thorns of sorrow .
ii make people laugh cause ii want them to noe that laughter is the best medicine .
ii cared about others so that they change .

if eu say life's is unfair , think again .

so yeah . this is what ive been gone through .

my only hope and wish .
ii could spent one day . with things ii hoped for .

=)

because of eu ..
ii changed a lot .

im not the person who eu can play with .
once eu play with the fire . see who got burnt . it doesnt end there till eu reach the ashes .
ii do not like to curse others. but eu forced me .
well . eu've tried me .

"perangai kau macam sial . haha ! " yeah ur rite .
pernah nampak budak sial pam kau punyer muke .?hehe . =)

end of story . what more do eu want from me eu cunt ?

2009-06-12T13:49:00.000-07:00

heyy there dudes and dudettes !

do mind yeah .
ive been working lately and have a short time spending my time blogging .
so hang on there ferr any updates .

ii work at lau pa sat . though there's many mat reps and so called pak reps !
ii aint one yeah .
its been 1 week and ive earned total 560 bucks .not enough
paying bills and all sorts .
short time sleeping wah lau .
but nevermind . hardworking pays off .
today ii got back and reached home at 4 . boss belanja us makan at one mamak restaurant .
arrived there around 2 ii think. at geylang .
and guess what . red light district . pek kol lanchiow .
hehe . but ii wont lost my virginity to those bitches.

nowadays , ii noe some tourist actually dun noe the difference between local food and western food. a lemon chicken that cost about 15 sing dollars they say expensive . its like the largest size ever . making me pissing off at lau pa sat cause they dun wanna pay . kanina ! all my staff say .
heheh . if they noe that food is expensive. then dun buy . go take ur asses and go to any other food outlets and ask whether they gave eu the amount of lemon chicken like my stall gave . if kena the apeks' and ahso's they will surely spout out vulgarities to eu .

hotel management fun!
relax jekk kejer .
bnyk benda kelakar happened . and ii malas nak cerita cause sleepy .
wah . ii got lwaa than 4 hrs sleep ferr my bloco training .
ray-ban shades are darn expensive but ii possesed one . heheh .

so blogg again later and take care .

2009-05-29T02:02:00.000-07:00

heyy dudes & dudettes .

looking time back . whoa. time really go past very fast . now going to june .
haix ..

january-a happy new year that started like fuck . by going countdown and party .
febuary- a heartbroken and sweet month .
march-rugby team joined
april-gym . injuries.
may- p.p.c(pandai2 cari)
now june . whats gonna happen .

well this week . can say ouhkae larh .last week of school already .
work like mad dog to find moneyy ..
monday after exam go tgk wayang . saper nak ikot ?
hmm .
must buy new bag .
pay hp bills .

just now school was damn fun .
go back with my friends all . have fun .
saw shikin at cvc there.
tadi aperh eu ckp ii tak faham .
"ii say what eu did" ?
wth ..

and ciggs to be purchased ,
tkder rokok ..

well . by july . body must be damn fit .

a great changes . and new life. nak jadi goodboy katekan .
badboy tkder lagi .
tk nak jadi mcm dulu .

well guys actually ii have no mood to blog .well just read and be happy.

chao !

latin chica's(chicks) are damn hot !

2009-05-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

heyy peeps ! haha

new upcoming performance . at junction 8 .
time have not yet been confirmed
ill update soon yeah ..

well . im happy with my life right now .
got my own pretty sweet revenge and all sorts . actually tak mengharapkan .
well bitch . just get a life . ouhkae ? haha . see eu one day .
to my buddy ! - finally ive a heard a thing from eu ! yeah2 brightens my day .
zayiid is a happy fellow ferr now ,

ii cant stand it . ii laughed till no more tears that could roll down my cheek .
mr A - kimak ! muke dier pecah siak ! .. fustrated*
mr B - tu larh kau bodoh , nak katekan bukan bodoh tpi kau dah sah bodoh .
tu larh kau lyn2 dier rabak .
me - hahah ! padan muke kau .

cant give their name . privacy beybeh .

played soccer with all my besties . dah tkder kejer .lepak sua .uat benda bdh .
buang mase tpi at least had fun .
kejer pon kejer . duit mesti jatuh .

well guys ii update to eu soon . haha .

hey goodfriend of mine , enjoy life kae . dun bother me anymore . eu've made a mistake once eu were with me . but now . eu are like a piece of garbage that cannot be recycled . a journey that eu made that is so sinful . hope that god still give another chance .

to aisyah - eu read my post and eu are sorry ? hmm . eu fell sad ? why ? give me a good reason then i'll accept ur forgiveness .

im fucking moody these days .
but dunt worry . ii still layan eu guys as per normal . laugh all the way . better enjoy every piece of it .

2009-05-21T03:23:00.000-07:00

hey dudes & dudettes !

well ii lost special in my life .
he's gone forever . miss him a lot .
R.I.P pak long .

btw . great week . started off by having stomach aches .
ii dun noe why every morning ii must go to the toilet .
every time . nature's call the wrong time . haix .
and passed my test ! done assignment and great compliments .

yesterday lepak with wira , dzul and jub .
took photos . talk cock . disturb ppl . haha .
chatted at msn . haix . boring nyer . well guys noth to say .
enjoy the pix !

2009-05-19T00:02:00.000-07:00

well dudes & dudette !

im bored . got fever .
haix . came to school early but felt unwell .
rupe rupenyer demam larh ! .

lazy to blog .
so enjoy ur day ! haha . =)

2009-05-16T02:57:00.000-07:00

heyy dude & dudette !

this is the picture . repenique and surdo .

im playing this and repenique is my dream percussion instrument .
haha . just got back from percussion . got the best beat and ii cope all the way .
make new friends from other percussion group .
the training is like in the morning like 10 a.m and finish till 4 p.m
whoa . naseb ader makan . klau tkder , leh jadi gilerrh .!
haha . guys from wicked aura teach us the one of the songs that calibrated with dancers .
just watch the preview later in jun and eu will noe .

got a new friend . really thankful to have her . my new best friend . since she sayang me alott kan ..
ii also syg her a lott . funny understanding and cute . btw . syg as a friend .

ii mish my friend a lott .

2009-05-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

heyy dudes and dudettes !

whoa . its been long ive never blog .. haha .
busy uhh . haha . tpi busy2 dpt make alot of new friends .
haha . btw my percussion training have been moved out to kranji camp
ferr this week and next week . then after that to marina . haix ! =(
but neyhmind . ii got the beats ! haha. master already . tk perfect tpi ouhkae2 =)
djembe skin tore and ii dun noe what to next . some idiot must have dropped my djembe .

schools seems tiring and problem-atic .
got new projects and must be hand in by 18 may .
homeworks and sheets cause exam is on 1st june and 3rd june . so yeah .
hope ii passed .

well ive gained weight and thats a good news . tend to wear my old shirt and seems very tight not like last time hehe . mass beybeh . haha . going gym non stop . ii want cramps . no pain no gain .

2009-05-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

heyy dudes&dudettes !

im tired afetr my bloco training . sucks to the core cause having muscles cramp .
a new beat .. learned !
well ii must report at cemta at 12.30 ferst . but instead star karat dtg lambat ...
we need to take picture there ferr the ndp thingy .
hmm .
well guys im lazy to blog . just enjoy the pic and comment at my tagboard . hehe ..

2009-04-27T03:05:00.000-07:00

heyy dudes & dudettes !

whoa . im tired ...
just got back from school.
teacher never come for my lla lesson . damn ..
waste my time . nevermind . get to go back home early . hehe =)

last friday . ..
no school ! but must go back school take my djembe ..
hehe . got the pic of it ..

went to causeway after that ..
met my friend .. =) .
ii noe her like 1 mnth plus .
our first meeting but she saw me at esplanade before .
funny and had fun together . dunnoe uhh if eu dun not have any fun .
tutor her ferr her math cause she needs my help .
slack after that at civic and she with her bestie eating sushi .
ii dun like sushi after ii got the stomach discomfort last time..
regretted . but she forced me to eat .
quite nice but luckily no more stomach pain . hehe .
"kalau eu makan , ii tunggu eu pat luar toilet . "
haha. ii nearly laughed .
ask to take picture but dun want cause rambut masai larh . aper larh .
hehe . if not ii would post in my blogg .
sent her back home and thats all . tak nak ciite panjang2 nanti smue malas nak bace .

saturday was my bloco training .
learn new beat again .. to make it sound more nicer .
played the full song last week . hope we dun change the new beat .
tired after that . damn tired .

kae dudes & dudettes . blog again later or some other time if im free ..

buhbye !

sarcasm is my trademark ...

2009-04-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

heyy dude & dudettes .

have a good time this week . with many things learnt . !

haha .
last tuesday was my performance ferr the april intake .
it takes alott of practice although we did a lott of cock ups !
but eventually we did great and blew the forum . haha!
many ppl watch us play and there were allot of crowds there .
get praised from teachers as ii did well in my prac lessons although ii came late ferr the day of school . haha
this week percussion training was informed quite late .
but ii turned up we learn the new tune and beats .
preparing ferr tmrw training ferr bloco .

see you guys there

sarcasm is my trademark !

2009-04-11T22:26:00.000-07:00

the sisha trip was fun .

smoke till we are satisfy with it .
we took the orange flavour . quite smooth but it finished around 2 1/2 hrs .
we reached there around 12 plus . took a taxi mcm biase . luckily never kena
midnight charge . after smoking we headed towards boat quay to lepak . but we ate at marina square and laugh2 at the marina steps ferr a while the we continue our journey .
the journey was damn fucking long uhh . jalan sini larh jalan sane larh .
we reached already and play cards . saw some ppl tipsy by the walkway . smell of beers and liquors make my stomach want to vomit .
took pictures nearby there . well ii hope everybody noe where big bird is . .
so dudes & dudettes , enjoy the picture !

2009-04-09T00:46:00.000-07:00

haha ! hey dude & dudettes !

im fine here! btw sorry ferr not blogging . hehe

living life to the fullest beybeh . enjoying like fuck !

haha . didnt do much nowadays .
having percussion training and will be performing ferr ndp09 at marina platform with bloco singapura and all other percussion groups that came from singapore .

this is the photo ii took when im happy and not so moody . haha . and picture of my tobano !

enjoy....

2009-03-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

heyy dude and dudette !

ii recently took a quiz at facebook and found out that im and august baby !
but they show me the characteristic of the august baby !

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

well .. it have many similarities as what am ii now . but some(abit) is not .

2009-03-23T10:11:00.000-07:00

hey dude & dudette ,

hey . sorry ferr not blogging . its dusty . yeah ii noe .

busy uhh ..
many schedule .

Got few comments from my past school mates .
"Zayiid , eu've changed a lott . ! " in terms of attitude .

well eu see . for what ii've done . nothing is appreciated .
ii try to be nice . but since ii was spit to the face ,
kasi muke naik kepala . perangai betul peh menyundal .
this is what people do not know .
ii've been quiet nowadays cause ii was fucked up by this fucker .
like to pisses me off .. oh god ! , ii hope you did something to this fellow .
eh ! satu hari kau tk tgk aku hidup senang tk bleh ?

busy interview , gym , running , rugby and percussion .
hope ii got the job . got money , hidup tk sengket .
pay debt . haha
bill ii pay my ownself ouhkae .

to those who pissed me off and apologies that ii have not forgiven , painful memories and scarred me for the rest of my life .
"dont be surprise , cause one day eu will face the worst things that eu cant think off.
ii swear upon eu . ii could be nice if eu want to . ii could be ur best friend . ii could be ur worst enemy . do think what ive done to eu . a reason is always behind it for everything ii did .

eu know who you are . a curse that cant be broken ..
day by day . eu are lucky . but one day . lady luck is not facing on eu .
ur name have been listed on my heart .
just waiting ferr the revenge . hope its sweet .

2009-03-10T03:30:00.001-07:00

2009-03-10T02:14:00.000-07:00

hey dudes&dudettes

have a great entire weekend and ferr this past few days .
whoa .
had a great time with friends and rugby training ..
scored 6 tries in just 2 training .
becoming good .
but want to be more even

had a stupid photo taken .
celebrated someone's birthday though

onthe 6th of march .
hehe. my face looks pathetic .

but deep inside me . ive been very sad ,
today is the day . if ii were to be with her .
but instead . as time goes by . we must facenew challenges .
its not only me that today would be the special day .
it also mean so special to my friend . shikin .

we both attached together with our beloved partner on the 10th of feb .
but it didnt last till today .

sore eyes are killing me .
new haircut
new handphone .
brand new zayiid !
straight edge attitude
new gf maybe . nahh . its not gonna happen . so dont think about it .

friends or foe ?
its up to eu to decide !
everybody have their own way to choose their life .
so those who dun have yet . please do so .
missing all my friends whom ii used too .
and to those who kept telling me eu want the old zayiid back .
at 4 a.m ii will become ur old zayiid
IN YOUR DREAMS !

2009-02-25T03:42:00.000-08:00

heyy dudes & dudettes out there !

sorry for not blogging this past few days*ii think*

busy doing recording ferr songs .
appointments non stop
sickness
and not enough sleep bcos

too much thinking !

darn ! , ii am really fucked up now .
please!! help me !

new friends are loved <3
old friends are loved <3

klau bbual saper tk blehh .
its easier to say than done .

sweet memories hard to let go

2009-02-21T21:16:00.000-08:00

hey dudes & dudettes ,

thank for cheering me up yaw .
geez , ii need it .
haha .!

yesterday ii went to kallang go for go-kart .
ii went there alone after being PAI-TAO .
hmm . like fcuk sia . nevermind . ii need to be alone this days
well im not a guy who can desires sumones heart .
moving on !
hehe had a great2 time .
wanted to go to bugis but malas .
asked din to pick me up cause he was nearby there.
sent me home and lepak jap .
playing with his lappy . laptop f.y.i
haha .
before that we talk about the speed he was driving .
damn fast sia .
gilerh !
kae dudes and dudettes , blog with eu again later .

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made eu cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if eu can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.
I had a dream and it was about eu ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... eu know why?
Coz in my dream eu kissed me and said goodbye ...

the most memorable day

2009-02-19T20:51:00.000-08:00

To who is may concerns ,

ive split up with someone whom ii really loves and care .

seri yusreen bte yusri .

Love cant be forced though .

this is for eu dudes & dudettes out there

do love ur beloved person .

ill be missing calling seri 'bby' .

HAHA!

she's my everything if eu wanna noe .

but too bad ferr me .

it ended yesterday at 19-02-09 at 8.20 p.m

seri ,

just be ready for the next relationship kae ?

love is not an entertainment or to play unless if you take it seriously .

do choose the right person aite .

zayid .

SINGLE!!!

haha!

yesterday went to bottle tree park after chattin at msn .

ii was heartbroken at that time .

so to ease me . decided to go there .

there was so many romantic couple there .

awww , there are so sweet .

unlike me here . hehe

planning to do some activities during this weekend and for following week .

going changi and pasir ris to skim if there is a good tide

lepak with old work colleagues whom ii miss them

go to the GYM!

doing some excercise and workouts .

GYM is my everything now .

miss my dumbell .

HAHA!

now not concentrating in love and relationship anymore cause had enough of it .

building body and go karting is my passion .

please do fulfill your life .

do choose the right partner and love them cause they are there ferr eu if they need eu

choose the rightful one .

ii guess it doesn't matter why we failed,

Or why I love you after what you've done,

Or why the harshest truths must be unveiled

After the last train has come and gone.

I miss you and I love you, even though

What happened lies too deep for me to know.

life has to go on !

2009-02-18T04:44:00.000-08:00

had a great tyme just now at school .
met bby at school .
happy at that at tyme .
smoke together .
hehe .
bby i love eu so much .
ii was trying to hold her hand .
but attempt failed .
argh . dzul called me when ii was with my bby
haha!! syakila called seri .
bby made me smile and make my day . haha

Life ends when you stop dreaming,
hope ends when you stop believing
and love ends when you stop caring.
So dream hope and love...
Makes Life Beautiful
<33>

2009-02-17T02:43:00.000-08:00

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bby ii still love you .
were not driftin apart . it jus that both of us are busy
hope you like present and accept it with sincere .
the mistakes ive done to eu are just miserable .
the sweet messages eu sent me , ii kept it and read it when im
sad and misses eu . =(
eu dun noe how much is the love from me to eu ..
day by day , eu are the only one that ii think of ..

2009-02-13T18:03:00.000-08:00

Today ,

IS 14thFEBRUARY'2009 !!

VALENTINE'S DAY & MY BELOVED HUNNEY BIRTHDAY !

bby happy 17th birthdae . wish you all the best and may god bless you and extends your life .
and happy valentine's day !

this morning at 12 a.m , i am the first one to wish her both valentine and birthday ..
it makes me happy . haha! cause ive never done that before out of many tries ..
now 140292 .
next will be 140892 . haha!!

the pic is edited by my seri yusreen and thnks alott bby!

my best dae ever

2009-02-11T02:03:00.000-08:00

hey dude and dudettes ...

finally ive ended my single status ..
ive been attached to sumone whom i love so muchh ..
her name is ... seri yusreen bte yusri . its official .
hahahah .. too bad .. i love you so much bby ..

nobody is going to seperate us .
had a nice tyme talkin to her ..
last few days was fun cause finally ii get to dikir barat again ..
play songs and laugh ..
hahaha!! the members are akim , dzul , my bro , and sadam

although im happy .. i still love and ingat eu bby ..
sorie if i ader uat pape salah towards eu tau ..
140292 + 140892 = 100209 !

surf your way !

2009-01-30T03:30:00.000-08:00

Todae was ouhkae uh ..
Get my shoe confiscated by my C.A
batt flatt while ii was kusyuk-ing texting ppl .
haizzz. had my ferst percussion training .
it was the best . ii played the djembe .
ii wish ii could perform for the april intake .. haha!
well .. unfortunately . i heard a bad news and good news .
the bad news was ii heard a sad story by sumbody n not onie 1 but a lott .

good news was ... the police didnt not contact me anymore .. so ii dunno whether ii still remains as a suspect uh ..

kae blog again later ..

zayiid

2009-01-28T18:12:00.000-08:00

a suspect!

2009-01-28T02:22:00.000-08:00

It was a great dae but until sum idiot took sumone's phone and did not want to admit.
it was fcuking stress for me cause ii was interviewed many time ..
Hmm..
so no mood to blog .
It was fun at the party cause we joke around , see ppl drunk and do stupid stuff ..
btw , i dun drink caused ii promised sumone not to drink animore . .so yeah
aniwae .. its the last time that i will going to a party and have a sleepover ..
regret it a lott ..
aniwae nth happen much onie make sum new friends ..
new friends are loved . <3
old friends that are here beside me are also loved. <3

so blogg again sum dae .. mae b tomrw or day after .

zayiid

saturdae .

2009-01-23T21:41:00.000-08:00

so to say , this my new blog!!!
finally ive got to figure out .
hmm .. ive changed a lot though .
im current-ly study-ing at ITE COLLEGE EAST
i passed my 'n' with 9 points . but scared to cope when in sec 5 so ii decided to go to ITE.
but shit happens when i did not get to matriculated into higher nitec chemical engineering . so i went on to appeal for chemical process tech . *i dun care whether i got onto nitec* .
so , i've made new friends and start a new year by drinking till ill drop or to say SHIT MY SELF .
that is my first time i was drunk this rabak . . HAHA! .
went back home at 6 . Dustin told me that he saw me at interchange . i didnt see him . haha.
org klau dah tipsy , smue benda dier terlupe .
haha .
hmm .. made new friends at tagged,
many share their stories and i felt sad some have the same experience ive endured longlong time ago*onie 5 mnth* . !!
felt sad for her and pity .
hope that she get better back with her guy .

fuck , ive dislocated my shoulder and is having painful cramps at my triceps and whole upper body . ive forced myself . hehe . now ii noe who painful and excruciating the pain is . HAHA!
met dzul , lepak with him . and then go home. pathetic rite ? well ii was bored then . tmrw im not in singapore! duty free shop uh aper lagi . haha!
nk kirim pape tk ? kirim salam sudah!

surf your way !

2009-01-21T01:55:00.001-08:00

Heyy
this is my new blog . currently im trying to figuring on how to do my own skin
hmm ..