hey there! time for a clean up ! its been 2 years ive on hiatus on blogging . im starting it back . a lot happened during the 2 years. bitter sweet and its most common in life. here i am a single guy who aims to acheive what he wanted. Though most guys here live in this world to get girls whom can accompany them and live with them but sorry , its not my cup of tea. reason being why , i hated love so much and i believe , in this world , we can live without a love partner. the reason why i said this , im better off single . im just a normal guy who lives like just a normal person but have many kinds of experience. to me , loving a person is a difficult task requires sacrifices , hardship, friendships, and many kind of ships but what do people who failed gets, shits . i dont fancy myself loving someone because im not ready for it and i dont think im gonna get ready . truthfully , ive lost something and it is how to love someone. im not homo nor bisexual. im just not interested in having a soulmate. i dont have the looks that every girls here will be melted for , not the guy she thinks that could ever care enough for her. im the guy who is busy with career and finding time for family. my parents who brought me up and become someone who i am now. passion for music. what i wished in this world , is to see my parents smile and my mum to be proud of me and acheive what she wanted. to become a great mother and free from problems. i dont wish to give my mother hardship who worked to support and cook a meal everyday, its her duty , yes but she is a human being but only with superpowers. she's gifted. a person whom i can render to when i have problems and probably the greatest girlfriend. for now , im saving up money and spend it to neccesary stuffs then to wasting it girls that really dont deserve it. single guys are rich to be honest. they can afford most of the stuffs they wanted and to me , a car of my own . that is my future soulmate. im off to sleep now. will blog again soon .
